Hello again.  Wow, it's definitely been a while.  But that's okay I guess.  I have too much going on to write in this thing anymore.  But I promise I'm going to try to write in it at least once a week.  Maybe.  A lot has been going on lately.  New layout, I think it's pretty friggin` sweet.  Wade is still amazing.  Our relationship is still incredible and I love him more and more every day.  Been working a lot.  Almost every day after school.  Band practice when I can.  They are getting so good.  And they came up with a name.  Render.  I like it.  I'm going to try to get a song of theirs put on my xanga ASAP.  As soon as they get a CD I'll rip it onto my computer.  They have three original songs so far and their working on a fourth.  We're moving into a new house.  Farther from work but closer to school.  So I guess that's okay.  And it's closer to Wade.  We also got a new puppy.  She's so cute.  I don't know if I put this in my last journal entry or not, but I got the new Staind CD and it's incredible.  It's so freaking good.  I love it.  Church has been going really well.  We're moving from meeting in the Y to the movie theater which is good, it means more room.  Youth is going really well also.  My retarded manager made me go home today because apparently it's some kind of store policy that you can't work if you weren't in school.  So I was rather mad.  That's four hours that I'm not getting.  Sucks.

So here's all the stuff I have to do within the next week
1.   Do final copy of resume for English (due tomorrow)
2.   Read the book of Joshua
3.   Don't run out of gas before payday (Thursday)
4.   Get nails filled
5.   Study for Math and Government tests

So that's all for now.  Much love.

I don't have time for xanga anymore.  Perhaps I'll start again when school starts.  But then again, maybe not.  Who knows.

<333MeGg

[mood] not bad.  just don't want to go to work.
[music] staind -- right here

Wow.  This song is incredible.  Finally a new album.  I can't wait til it's debut on August 9.  It's gonna be their best album yet.  Ahhhh I can't wait.  Anyway.  The past two weeks have consisted of work, Wade, and his band practice.  That's all I've been doing pretty much.  Last day of school was June 6.  So that's good.  And the concert that was supposed to be that day got rained out.  So that sucked too.  But all in all, everything's pretty good.  Wade's still amazing and I still love him more than anything.    I have to work today at two.  Then I'm gonna see if maybe Wade and I can get together after that.  It might be hard though, since his truck bit the big one yesterday.  Oh well.  I'm done now.  Don't really have much more to say.  Bye bye.

I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
And you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting

 MeGg

[mood | headache-ish]
[music | nirvana -- heart shaped box]

 Well.  Nothing's really happened.  Besides hanging out with Wade like always.  But no complaints there.  I'm so lucky to have him.  He's so incredible, amazing, handsome, brilliant, etc.  *sigh*    I love him so much.  Anyway.  Today is 8 months for us.  I'm so excited.    I finally got the job at Wal-Mart.  I don't remember if I mentioned that in my last entry or not.  I work tonight which is good...it gives me something to do and I get money for it which is always good.  Well I have this gum that I have had since 10th period today and its getting hard and hurting my jaw so I have to go spit it out.  *spits out gum*  Much better.  Wade and I went to Sam, Corey, and Eric's band prac yesterday.  It was so good.  They're so talented.  They asked Wade to learn how to play the bass and be in the band since they don't have a bass player.  So that's awesome.  Now I can officially say my boyfriend's in the band.  Woohoo.    I can't wait for their show on the last day of school.  It's gonna be the shizzle.  Okay well I don't really have much more to say.  Oh yeah, I'm grounded cause I came in 10 minutes past curfew last night.  So no doing anything for the rest of the week.  That sucks.  But oh well I guess.  Now I think I'm really done.  Bye guys.  Leave comments pleaseness!! 

 MeGg