youxtake_myxbreathxaway's Xanga

Monday, October 17, 2005

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 21:39:59 GMT

Hello again. Wow, it's definitely been a while. But that's okay I guess. I have too much going on to write in this thing anymore. But I promise I'm going to try to write in it at least once a week. Maybe. A lot has been going on lately. New layout, I think it's pretty friggin` sweet. Wade is still amazing. Our relationship is still incredible and I love him more and more every day. Been working a lot. Almost every day after school. Band practice when I can. They are getting so good. And they came up with a name. Render. I like it. I'm going to try to get a song of theirs put on my xanga ASAP. As soon as they get a CD I'll rip it onto my computer. They have three original songs so far and their working on a fourth. We're moving into a new house. Farther from work but closer to school. So I guess that's okay. And it's closer to Wade. We also got a new puppy. She's so cute. I don't know if I put this in my last journal entry or not, but I got the new Staind CD and it's incredible. It's so freaking good. I love it. Church has been going really well. We're moving from meeting in the Y to the movie theater which is good, it means more room. Youth is going really well also. My retarded manager made me go home today because apparently it's some kind of store policy that you can't work if you weren't in school. So I was rather mad. That's four hours that I'm not getting. Sucks.

So here's all the stuff I have to do within the next week
1.   Do final copy of resume for English (due tomorrow)
2.   Read the book of Joshua
3.   Don't run out of gas before payday (Thursday)
4.   Get nails filled
5.   Study for Math and Government tests

So that's all for now. Much love.

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 19:52:27 GMT

Hello darlings. It's been a while, don't you think? Time to fill you in on my entire summer. Won't take long, trust me. I bought Wade a bass guitar and got him 2 Green Day tickets. Needless to say, he was rather excited. We went to Deep Creek together in July, and that was amazing. We had so much fun together. We went water skiing and tubing and had a blast. July 25 was ten months. July 26 I got my license. Yay. Then I went to Ocean City with the fam in mid-August and that was fun too. Wade's momma said he couldn't go so...yeah. He didn't come. August 25 was 11 months. The Green Day show was the 30th but I had to work so he went with Jeff and he said they had fun, so that's good. Between all that was just band practice, work, and hanging out with my baby. Then back to school yesterday and today. It sucked because this summer was probably the best summer I've ever had. But I still can't believe I'm a senior. Friggin` crazzzzzy. Anyway, I'm out. Have a wonderful evening. If you don't die first.

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 13:13:23 GMT

I don't have time for xanga anymore. Perhaps I'll start again when school starts. But then again, maybe not. Who knows.

<333MeGg

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 15:57:26 GMT

[mood] not bad. just don't want to go to work.
[music] staind -- right here

Wow. This song is incredible. Finally a new album. I can't wait til it's debut on August 9. It's gonna be their best album yet. Ahhhh I can't wait. Anyway. The past two weeks have consisted of work, Wade, and his band practice. That's all I've been doing pretty much. Last day of school was June 6. So that's good. And the concert that was supposed to be that day got rained out. So that sucked too. But all in all, everything's pretty good. Wade's still amazing and I still love him more than anything. I have to work today at two. Then I'm gonna see if maybe Wade and I can get together after that. It might be hard though, since his truck bit the big one yesterday. Oh well. I'm done now. Don't really have much more to say. Bye bye.

I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
And you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting

MeGg

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Wed, 25 May 2005 18:36:45 GMT

[mood | headache-ish]
[music | nirvana -- heart shaped box]

Well. Nothing's really happened. Besides hanging out with Wade like always. But no complaints there. I'm so lucky to have him. He's so incredible, amazing, handsome, brilliant, etc. *sigh* I love him so much. Anyway. Today is 8 months for us. I'm so excited. I finally got the job at Wal-Mart. I don't remember if I mentioned that in my last entry or not. I work tonight which is good...it gives me something to do and I get money for it which is always good. Well I have this gum that I have had since 10th period today and its getting hard and hurting my jaw so I have to go spit it out. *spits out gum* Much better. Wade and I went to Sam, Corey, and Eric's band prac yesterday. It was so good. They're so talented. They asked Wade to learn how to play the bass and be in the band since they don't have a bass player. So that's awesome. Now I can officially say my boyfriend's in the band. Woohoo. I can't wait for their show on the last day of school. It's gonna be the shizzle. Okay well I don't really have much more to say. Oh yeah, I'm grounded cause I came in 10 minutes past curfew last night. So no doing anything for the rest of the week. That sucks. But oh well I guess. Now I think I'm really done. Bye guys. Leave comments pleaseness!!

MeGg

Monday, May 16, 2005

Mon, 16 May 2005 17:42:17 GMT

[mood | sick]
[music | nickelback -- feeling way too damn good]

I hate this stupid computer. I just got done updating and it erased the whole thing. Whatever. Anyway, I guess I'm gonna have to re-type everything. I'm not gonna bother with anything before Saturday the 7th because nothing really happened. But Saturday was prom. It was pretty fun. Wade picked me up and he looked incredible. He took me to Bay City in his Jeep which is now fixed by the way. We met Jared & Danielle there. We had fun, I really like Danielle. She's sweet. Ohh and the food was so good. I got stuffed shrimp. Stuffed with crab imperial. Ahhh it was so good. Wade got prime rib which was really good too. Then we all headed off to the dance. Wade got me a corsage that was really pretty. It had a sweetheart rose and two mini white roses in it. I bought him a boutonniere (I had to look that word up in the dictionary cause I didn't know how to spell it. Haha) with a sweetheart rose in it so it would match my dress. Jared bought Danielle a corsage that was like half the size of her arm. It was so funny. Anyway, we went to the dance and had an awesome time. Wade & I left early though because the music blew. So we went to the Lincoln Diner. He got some hot chocolate and I got some hot tea. And then we ordered some cheese fries which were good. Sunday I don't remember what we did. But I think it was fun. Haha. Monday and Tuesday was school. Wednesday was a half day and we were going to go to the Towson Town Center to eat at the Rainforest Cafe but his mom thought we were gonna get mugged so we didn't. We went to Westminster instead and walked around the mall for a while and then went to see A Lot Like Love. That was cute. Thursday and Friday were school. Friday after school we went and saw Kicking and Screaming which was good. Then we went to the show. Saturday was Wade's softball tournament. They suffered a massive loss. But my baby hit a grand slam! He's so amazing. *sigh* Anyway. Then we went and watched my brother play baseball, who also suffered a massive loss. My dad and grandmom were there so that was cool. And Wade & I had an adventure when we went to get snowballs. Haha. Then we went to Bill Bateman's for dinner and went to the show. Sunday Wade picked me up around 10 and we went to see my grandparent's new house which is very nice. Then we went to the mall to get my nails done. After that we went to Wendy's and got me some food. Then we went to Burger King to get Wade some food. And then we went to the show. After that we went and looked at a Bronco for Wade because his truck isn't gonna last much longer. It was only $1200 which isn't bad. Then we went back to his house. Which, like always, was incredible. I love being with him, it's so amazing. *sigh* Today I stayed home because I've been puking all day. But I just took some nausea medicine and I'm feeling a little better so I hope I'm alright for work tonight. Oh well. Look at this random instant message that I got from this random girl. Or guy...I don't really know.

siskel951: ur like a white girl with an afro
siskel951: and u need to get something done to ur damn nose...get like fuckin plastic surgery
siskel951: maybe you can go kill ur self
siskel951: that might help
siskel951: everyone would be happy

I find it amusing how people find it entertaining to insult and threaten people on the internet. Haha. Anyway, that's all I have for today. Maybe I'll start updating more often. Who knows. Farewell.

MeGg

Monday, May 02, 2005

Mon, 02 May 2005 15:50:17 GMT

Got bored in study hall. Woohoo.

You are...(looks)
[] tall
[x] short
[] in between
[x] blonde
[] redhead
[] brunette
[] blue-eyed
[] brown-eyed
[x] green-eyed
[] hazel eyed
[] gold/gray eyed
[x] glasses
[x] contacts
[x] freckles
[x] peircings
[] tatoos
[x] long hair
[] short hair
[] med.
[] kinda thin
[] braces

Your nationality includes...
[] chinese
[] indian
[] taiwanese
[] japanese
[x] hispanic
[] mexican
[] italian
[] scottish
[] dutch
[] german
[x] irish
[] Welsh

Your favorite color(s) are
[x] red
[] pink
[] yellow
[x] black
[] green
[] blue
[] white
[] purple
[] brown
[] orange

Some sports/physical things you like are
[] soccer
[x] cheerleading
[] dancing
[] lacrosse
[] field hockey
[] hockey
[] football
[] softball
[x] swimming
[] wrestling
[] gymnastics
[] track/cross country
[] tennis

Your personality is sometimes...
[x] annyoing
[x] talktive
[x] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[x] bubbly
[x] spazzy
[x] fun loving
[x] laid back
[] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird

The music you like is
[] rap
[x] rock
[] pop
[] country
[] hiphop
[] r&b
[x] Christian
[] classical
[] techno

On first dates you usually...
[x] kiss
[x] hug
[] are nervous
[] make out
[] freak out
[] fall in love
[] have sex

The pets (animals) you have are
[x] cat
[x] dog
[x] lizard
[] rat
[] ferret
[] rabbit
[x] fish
[] other

Clothes you like to wear are
[x] plain t-shirts
[x] sweatshirts
[x] stockings
[x] belly shirts
[x] high heels
[x] sneakers
[x] jeans
[x] pj pants
[x] tube tops
[] boxers
[x] underwear
[x] dresses
[x] mini skirts
[] long skirts
[] watches
[x] necklace
[] earrings
[] toe socks
[x] flip flops
[x] halter tops
[x] stilletos
[] band shirts
[x] shorts

How do you like to wear your hair?
[x] down
[] ponytail
[] pigtails
[] messy bun
[] half ponytail
[] scrunched
[] bun
[] crimped
[] with a bandana
[] French braid
[] lots of little braids

Your mostly labeled as
[] goth
[] emo
[] prep
[] punk
[] hippie
[] weird

You eat
[] dessert every night
[] no meat
[] diet stuff
[] healthy foods
[x] junk foods
[x] a lot of carbs

What do you have in your purse?
[] I don't have a purse
[x] gum
[x] cell phone
[x] mints
[x] hairbrush
[] makeup
[] cash
[x] credit card
[] a little dog
[] a herman!

A typical Friday night...
[] mall with your friends
[] Party
[] watching movies
[] going to the club
[x] staying home alone
[] babysitting and getting $$
[] chillin w/ the homies

Currently you are...
[x] in a relationship
[] single and lovin it
[] crushing
[] single and looking for a guy
[] just broke up
[] liking

People mostly insult you by calling you a...
[x] bitch
[] bastard
[x] whore
[] ho
[] dike
[x] slut
[] he-she
[] dog

You shop at...
[x] aeropostale
[x] gap
[] abercrombie and fitch
[] hot topic
[] ross
[x] american eagle
[x] pac sun
[] strawbridges
[] delia*s
[] jc penny
[]vans
[] macys
[] victorias secret

Online, you use:
[x] lol
[] sup
[] lmao
[] stfu
[] ty
[] jk
[] ttyl
[] lylas
[] g2g
[] ^^
[] T_T
[] rofl

Who do you think is hot?
[] chad micheal murray
[] ashton kutcher
[] johnny depp
[x] orlando bloom
[] eminem
[] usher
[] ryan cabrera
[] ricky ullman
[] jesse mccartney
[] bam margera
[] leonardo dicaprio
[] nick lachey
[x] brad pitt
[] colin farrel
[] joseph cameron jones

MeGg

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 18:55:55 GMT

Look. Wade did a survey about me and sent it to me and it was sooo sweet.

What is your GF/BF's best physical feature? eyes and lips
Their best body part? cheeks, stomach, and butt
What specifically would you miss if they were gone? the feeling I get when I hold her
If your partner were an animal theyd be a: cat
Why that animal? hard to earn their trust but once you do they stay with you forever
Which color would they be? grey
Why that color? both sides are shown
Fantasy outfit you want them to wear: wedding dress
What is the most memorable part of when you met? holding her and feeling that connection
What was the first move they made on you? layed on my stomach and let me hold her
Describe your opinion on their musical taste: very nice
And their style: sexy
And their hobbies: alot like mine
What is an unexpected body part you love on them? cheeks
List 3 of their best qualities in 1 word each: love, laugh, and trust

I love you poo .

_edit_

[mood | bummed]
[music | loser - 3 doors down]

Well I guess I'll start from where I left off. The Thursday after I posted, Wade took me to school. When we got there, Stotsky told him to revv his engine to the 6. So, of course, he did. The truck completely shut off. Wouldn't turn back on. Wonderful, huh? So it has been sitting in front of the school since then. Anyway, Thursday was just a normal day of school and home. Friday I went to school and had to ride the bus. Normal day of school again. I stayed after to make up a chem lab and then walked with Wade to play baseball. I stayed there until about 4:30 and then went with my mom to Hull's to go tanning. Then she took me back to the baseball fields and I watched Wade play or about fifteen more minutes when they stopped. Then we walked to Kennies and I got a jar of olives. And I bought Wade a coke. We sat at Kennies and I ate the whole jar. They were so good. 55 green olives all in one sitting. Yummmmy. Wade was pretty much grossed out. Oh well. Then we bought a tube of cookie dough and ate that too until we felt sick from it. Haha. When we got to his house we watched Beethoven and I talked to his mom for about an hour. Then he took me home. Today I got up and watched Dragonfly on USA, watched FRIENDS, and was planning on going out to dinner with Wade and his dad. Sooo, I waited and waited until about 5 and then went and did my hair. Then I got a call from Wade and he said I couldn't go because it was illegal for me to be in his dad's truck because it's a work truck. Oh well, it's not their fault, I just think that's a dumb rule. Anyway. So yeah, I'm kinda bummed cause I looked pretty cute too. Haha. And I spent like an hour on my hair. Oh well. Now I'm sitting here listening to 3 Doors Down and drinking a glass of water. And trying to come up with a list of goals. This is what I have so far.

[x] Lose 10 pounds.
[x] Drive at least 40 more hours.
[x] Get all A's and B's this marking period.
[x] Meet Wade's grandmother.
[x] Get a tan.
[x] Keep this job for at least a year.
[x] Treat Wade better.

I'm gonna try to accomplish each of those goals. Let's see if it happens. Anywho, I'm bored and FRIENDS is calling my name. Farewell all.

MeGg

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 15:29:34 GMT

[mood | blehh]
[music | when i'm gone - 3 doors down]

Well. Thursday I found out that Wade's probably gonna lose his job over a cheeseburger. Nice, huh? Oh well, Sheetz is gay. I'm going on a strike. So Wade went job hunting on Thursday. Friday was soooo nice. We went to Catoctin mountains together and I packed a picnic lunch. Aww it was soo fun. I love him oh so much. That night I went back to his house. Saturday he came over to my house for the day and we watched a movie and hung out and stuff. Sunday he came over again and we went to the Galleria mall so he could spend his $50 gift certificate to Hot Topic. Then we came back to the house and watched Misery. Monday we had off school and it was our 7 months. 7 months and going strong. I'm so happy. =) We went out that day to the mall and I got my nails done and then we went to Rita's and got some italian ice. It was good but he didn't like it. Then we came back to my house and watched 1 Hour Photo until about quarter after 11 when he left. Yesterday I went to school. And after school Wade took me to Wal Mart so I could take the drug test to get a job there. Then we went to the Eichelberger cause we're gonna be stagehands for the show there. That lasted until 10 so he took me home afterwards. I stayed home today because I don't feel good. And that's about the extent of my entry for now. So long.

_edit_

I forgot what we did Saturday so I kinda just made up something and posted it...oopsies! Anyway, Saturday we went to the Town Mall and saw Amityville Horror. It was so good. Go see it. Then we walked around the mall a bit. Okay, that's better. I just put a code in for these new smileys and I'm excited. So I'm going smiley wild. Oh well.

_end/edit_

MeGg

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 00:00:20 GMT

[mood | good]
[music | float on -- modest mouse]

Hmm. Well I don't really have a very interesting post this time. Saturday Wade took my brother and I to my grandparents house to celebrate my brother's birthday with us. That was nice...my dad, me, Josh, and Wade all played Canadian horseshoes which was fun. We basically just hung out for the day. Wade left before us cause he had to go get ready for his talent show. Then me and Josh went back to Kathy's house and got ready. Then me, Kathy, Christina, Josh, and Justin all went to the show. Wade did sooo good. I was so proud of him. =] Again. Then mom took Josh home and the rest of us went and watched a movie. But I was tired and not feeling so good so Wade brought me back to my house and then went home. Sunday was Josh's real birthday. I slept in until 1:30 which was so nice for a change. Then Wade came over and the whole family went out to Sakura's for dinner. It was pretty good. Monday I went to school and went to my lovely boyfriend's house after school. We had a good time together like usual. Tuesday and today were both school. Boring and pointless. Today Wade brought me with him to go job hunting so we went to Hanover until about 7:30 and then he took me home and now here I am. And that concludes my lame life for the past week. Maybe I'll update later when something eventful happens. Or maybe not. Anyway, here's something to occupy my time with.

--->\\ Let's get to know you //<---

[1] Name::Amanda.

[2] Age::Sixteen.

[3] Describe your physical appearance::There's a picture of me right there on the left. Blonde hair, green eyes, short...

[4] Single or taken?::Taken.

[5] Reason you have a xanga::'Cause I get really bored.

[6] What do you like to do in your free time?::Hang out with my one and only. Wade. <3

[7] What type of music do you listen to?::Rock.

[8] Name your favourite band::Staind.

[9] What is your hometown?::Well. I was born in Baltimore. But now I live in a really really teeny tiny town that doesn't even deserve a name.

[10] Do you still live there now?::Yeah.

[11] What is one thing you want to achieve in life?::Have a family.

[12] What mood are you in currently?::Pretty good.

[13] Do you enjoy doing surveys?::When I get bored.

[14] Name five close friends::Wade, Jason, Jared, Christina, and Joe.

[15] What is entertaining you right now besides this survey?::My music.

--->\\Friendships && Relationships//<---

.1. Who would you say is your closest friend?::Wade.

.2. How long have you known him or her?::6 1/2 years.

.3. Are most of your friends from school or elsewhere?::School.

.4. What is the weirdest thing you've done to be friends with someone?::I don't do weird things to get friends. If you're my friend, good...if not, oh well.

.5. Do you go for quality or quantity?::Quality.

.6. Who's a friend you could hang out with forever and never get annoyed at?::Wade.

.7. Do you feel like you treat your friends too well or not good enough?::Not good enough.

.8. If you could change one thing about the way you pick friends what would it be?::I love my friends. I wouldn't change a thing.

.9. Are your friends evenly split male/female, or one more than the other?::More guys.

.10. Do you have a friend(s) that don't like some of your other friends?::Yeah.

.11. If you went back to 5 years ago, would most of your friends be the same people?::No.

.12. What's the coolest birthday party you've ever been to?::Mine.

.13. Do you have a crush?::No.

.14. Does your crush know you exist?::I don't have one.

.15. How many serious relationships have you had?::Two.

.16. Do you believe you've ever truly been in love?::I thought I was. And I did love him, but I wasn't in love with him. I'm truly in love right at this very moment. I love you baby. <3

.17. How long have you been taken/single?:7 months.

.18. What type of people would you typically like?::They have to be funny, trustworthy, and respectful. And I usually go for brown hair &&brown eyes.

19. Whats a major turn off for you?:Arrogance.

.20. What do you really like in a guy/girl?::Sense of humor.

.21. Is their any name you could not stand to date someone with?::Ashley.

.22. Have you ever thought you were gay/lesbian?::No.

.23. Have you ever kissed someone of the opposite sex?::Yeah.

.24. Have you ever fallen for a close friend?::Yeah.

.25. Is there any one of your friends you used to like but they never knew?::I don't think so. I think they all knew. Haha.

MeGg